LJ Louis Johnston

AUTHOR · U.S. ARMY VETERAN

Louis JohnstonAuthor

Encouragement for your journey. Recipes for your table. Stories to share.

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Faith, family, good food, and a little laughter.

365 Reasons to Keep Moving Forward, beside a bright sunrise and the message A reason to keep going. Every day.

THE BOOKSHELF

Find a book that speaks to you.

From quiet reflection to the family kitchen,
there’s more than one way to keep moving forward.

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GLUTEN-FREE COMFORT FOOD

Gluten-Free Without Giving Up the Good Stuff

Keep the comfort food you love on the table while learning practical ways to cook gluten-free.

Family favorites, comfort food, and celiac-safe cooking. Familiar meals and practical kitchen guidance rooted in everyday gluten-free life.

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A CHRISTMAS STORY TO SHARE

The Lonely Christmas Tree

Share a Christmas story that reminds children they don’t have to be perfect to fit in.

A warm picture-book story about belonging, kindness, and discovering that you don’t have to be perfect to fit in.

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HOLIDAY FUN FOR LITTLE ARTISTS

25 Days of Christmas Coloring

Turn the wait for Christmas into 25 days of colorful fun with Lizzy and a box of crayons.

A holiday countdown for kids, with cheerful Christmas pictures, Lizzy the dog, and a New Year’s bonus. Made for children ages 3–7.

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ON THE HORIZON

The next chapters.

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REMEMBRANCE

Coming soon

Remember Their Sacrifice

Honoring America’s fallen and the families they leave behind, through remembrance, gratitude, and faith.

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FICTION

Coming soon

The Things We Keep

A mysterious radio carries secrets from the past—and a chance to alter the future.

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A CHRISTMAS JOURNEY

Coming soon

Lizzy’s Christmas Journey Around the World

Travel with Lizzy to discover holiday visitors, family traditions, and Christmas greetings from around the world.

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SPRINGTIME ADVENTURE

Coming soon

Lizzy’s Easter Adventure

A cheerful new adventure with Lizzy, bunny ears, Easter surprises, and kindness to share.

LOCAL HISTORY

In consideration

Olean history book

A possible future project exploring Olean, New York.

WORDS & MUSIC · LOUIS JOHNSTON

Never Meant to Stay Stone

The Hurt Gets Worse, the Heart Gets Harder

WORDS THAT BEGAN IN JULY 2000

“I took the stones from every wall
And built a road that leads me home.”

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Country-rock power ballad · 4:26

Lyrics by Louis Johnston

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Verse 1

I don’t leave the porch light burning.
I don’t wait up anymore.
I know goodbye by the sound of tires
And the slam of a screen door.
I can smile like it never happened.
I can swear I don’t give a damn.
But every time I say I’m over it,
That night comes back again.

Pre-Chorus

Pain doesn’t leave—it changes clothes
And finds a place nobody knows.
I learned to answer, “I’m all right,”
Then leave the hallway light on all night.

Chorus

The hurt gets worse, the heart gets harder,
One more goodbye, one more layer of armor.
You lock every door, you turn out every light,
Call it being strong—but you’re scared to let love inside.
Anger burns, but it won’t take you farther.
Cold ain’t courage, and alone ain’t smarter.
The hurt gets worse, the heart gets harder—
But we were never meant to stay stone.

Verse 2

I’ve lost people I thought I’d grow old with,
Watched forever turn into gone.
Got good at changing subjects,
Let folks believe that I’d moved on.
I wore silence like a warning,
Kept my answers short and cold.
But nobody ever tells you
How heavy that armor grows.

Pre-Chorus

Every scar becomes a lesson.
Every lesson draws a line.
Draw enough of them around you,
And nobody gets inside.

Chorus

The hurt gets worse, the heart gets harder,
One more goodbye, one more layer of armor.
You lock every door, you turn out every light,
Call it being strong—but you’re scared to let love inside.
Anger burns, but it won’t take you farther.
Cold ain’t courage, and alone ain’t smarter.
The hurt gets worse, the heart gets harder—
But we were never meant to stay stone.

Bridge

Let these walls come down around me.
Let the truth cut to the bone.
I’d rather ache with my heart wide open
Than never let another soul get close.
I am more than what has left me.
I am more than what I’ve lost.
Lord, help me answer when love comes knocking—
I’m tired of keeping every door locked.

Final Chorus

The hurt got worse, my heart got harder,
One more goodbye, one more layer of armor.
I locked every door, I turned out every light,
But surviving alone ain’t the same as a life.
I’m laying it down, though some days are harder.
Cold wasn’t courage, and alone wasn’t smarter.
The hurt got worse, my heart got harder—
But I was never meant to stay stone.

Outro

No, I was never meant to stay stone.
I took the stones from every wall
And built a road that leads me home.

— Louis Johnston

The story behind the song

I first wrote “The hurt gets worse, the heart gets harder” in July 2000. Those words stayed with me for more than twenty-six years and helped inspire some of the poems in Through the Storms. They came from the pain, regret, and loss I carried, and from learning how easily we build walls around a heart that has been hurt. Over time, my writing began to reach beyond that pain. I learned that surviving alone isn’t the same as living, and protecting my heart doesn’t have to mean closing it to love. Those first words eventually grew into the song you hear here. Hearing them put to music brings back memories, but it also reminds me how far I’ve come. I can’t change yesterday. I can thank God for today and decide what I’m going to do with it. The hurt changed me—but I was never meant to stay stone.

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MEET THE AUTHOR

Why I write.

I’m Louis Johnston, an author and U.S. Army veteran from the Richmond, Virginia area. I write about the things that matter most to me: faith, family, remembering those we love, and finding the strength to begin again.

Some of my books offer encouragement for difficult days. Others share family recipes, gluten-free comfort food, a good laugh, or a story to read with a child. I hope you find something here that brings comfort, starts a conversation, or gives you a reason to smile.

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